Dilana's Space

- I was in the bottom 3 – It sucked! Never wanna be there again

- I’m learning Icelandic from the Ice God, Magni- it’s fun learning a new language, especially the cuss words lol!

- I was soo happy and proud for Magni to be sitting and having the highest votes on the last show! GOTT HJA THEIR ISLAND!!

- Lukas was AWESOME with the Nirvana song – I loved his version!!

- The one who gets the next encore WINS A HONDA ELEMENT! OMG! I really need a new vehicle – my 10 yr old Dodge truck is falling apart – I have to work my ass off for it! Fingers crossed everyone! Magni just said that if he won it, I can have is ‘cos it won’t fit into his suitcase. Only 12 days left – it’s bizarre but I’m gonna miss this paradise in hell a lot!

- Had a wonderful time working with Gilby on the songwriting clinic, he’s a true inspiration.

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEEVO! I love the crap out of you baby!

PS: keep it alive and keep it real Ryan Starr!!

You are missed!

So it was probably the hardest day of my life after the last elimination show. I felt like I was being publicly stoned to death.  BUT… as Dave Navarro said, “Growing a thick skin.” I feel so much stronger now and I’m ready to rock! They can make me but they CANNOT break me.

I found this quote and wanted to share it:

Always hold on to the truth.

Don’t let others sway your heart.

Don’t compromise yourself for the sake of temporal grooviness.

Be deeply funky.

Be separate from the crowd that’s awash with normality, by standing on a firm foundation.

Never waiver in your love or faith in all that you do.

 -John Fluevog (Shoe Designer)

That sums me up in a nutshell. Hope you’re all still enjoying me!

Phew…This has been the most intense week of my entire life! I am the very 1st person to have ever performed with SUPERNOVA- across the world! OMG, talk about insane pressure!!! I feel like I did well but don’t remember much of the performance due to nerves and adrenaline. It was a mind-blowing experience and I fu**in’ loved being up there with the boys! I just hope that they dug it as much as I did!!

Today is a huge press day and we have magazine, local radio stations, all set up around the mansion slamming us with very direct and intense questions- I'm loving it.

I will miss Zayra, my crazy Latino girl. She is an amazing chic and her quirkiness will be missed by all of us around here.

I've been taking care of Magni- he has a bad cold/flu and the LAST thing I (we) want is for him going home due to a “sick” voice. I lost it yesterday when he was in the bottom 3!! How the hell could that happen?!

It's really weird having only 7 rockers here. We used to sit at the dining room table like sardines- now we've even scaled down to a smaller table lol! I love the fact that we’re nearing the end of this crazy ride. I just wanna win this fu**er and start rockin' and rollin. Ok, maybe I’m over confident but believe me, it’s the only way to be in this game. The minute you get weak or insecure, it can screw you up. So it's “all about me” now. NOT being vain, just staying strong and positive and psyching myself up!

My song next week is gonna be touching. It’s my mother’s favorite song, she loves it and it always reminds me of here. It’s too bad we don’t have any contact and that she isn't even aware of the fact that I'm here, living my dream. She could've been so damn proud of me. I'll dedicate it to her anyway. Every breath…

I’m still happy here. Still loving this ride. I do miss my man, my dog, my Harley, my truck, my mates, my “family,” my gigs.